Forming the Heart- On Hope and Mercy

Hoping in His Love
Deacon Theodore Lange
Archdiocese of Portland, OR
 

Hope, being connected to trust is essential in the healing of blindness….Jesus told St. Faustina “Tell souls that from this fount of mercy souls draw graces solely with the vessel of trust. If there trust is great, there is no limit to my generosity”[1].

We must hope and trust…even when it seems that we are hoping against all odds…hope must remain…becoming the wick where upon the fire of Divine Love burns…changing darkness to light.

St. Bonaventure writes of the Blind beggar: “For in hope he calls out ‘Jesus’, i.e., Savior; because ‘In this hope we are saved’ (Rom, 8, 24)”[2].

What are your hopes? Your deepest desires? To love, to live your vocation, to know that you are loved not for what you do but who you are…we are speaking of desires a little bit deeper than being first in line for breakfast, or for a short homily, or winning the upcoming football game…maybe, to be healed of shadows and blindness… ‘Lord, please let me see’”[3].

To see what? To see who? To see His love, His Sacred Heart aflame with love for us; to “Behold the Pierced One”[4], as Cardinal Ratzinger put it. To experience the power of our spiritual sight flowing from our reception of His Love revealed on the cross.

St Cyprian understood the effects of original sin as “wounds”[5]. Redemption, he saw as the healing of our wounds[6].

The wounds that exist deep within, even to the depths of the subconscious can be healed through the union of our hope and the Love of God. What the world needs now are men and women coming before Jesus as beggars; knowing we deserve nothing, yet still, with hope in Him who is Love, asking, “Lord, please let me see”.

These spiritual truths may be counter intuitive, or less obvious to us today who are influenced by the modern milieu. Love now and love alone can heal our disordered perceptions, our blindness. Love alone can let us see.

I received an e-mail from a Jesuit before I went on a 30 day retreat. His advice was simple…go as a beggar. At first I thought this was simply a pious thought…but after one week of meditating on my sins in the first week of the exercises….I was begging. I realized I was blind and deeply wounded, had wounded others and the remedy lay beyond my power. I had to rise from the darkness of sin and be before the Lord as a beggar and experience Jesus’ Love, rejoice in His Mercy and live in His Light.

To see Jesus our hearts must be courageously vulnerable enough to hope in His Love as the blind beggar; to know we depend on Him…even for our very existence.

My brothers and sisters, Arise! Love is calling us… by running to him who restores sight; who heals and orders…who transforms blindness to vision…we then are given the Merciful gaze of Jesus to gaze upon our brothers, families, friends, selves, and our society. We then can see, and do our part in the construction of the Civilization of Love, longed for by Paul VI, formed by John Paul II, and being implemented by Benedict XVI. Arise my brothers, let us be on our way[7]…leaving all sin and blindness…a great work awaits us…Arise…and come to Him who calls, forms and gives vision through His Love.

As we approach the Eucharist in vulnerability to His Love, in faith and in hope…may we be so favored as to hear Jesus when he says… “Behold…SEE, experience, know, my Heart which loves you so much.


 



[1] St. Faustina. Diary. #1448.
[2] St. Bonaventure Commentary on Luke in: Reist, Thomas, Saint Bonaventure as a Biblical Commentator. New York: University Press, 1985, p. 99.
[3] Lk 18, 41.
[4] Ref. to the title: Ratzinger, Joseph, Behold the Pierced One.
[5] Ad Fortun. 6; de op. et eleem. 2; 26.
[6] Ibid.
[7] Ref to the title: John Paul II, Rise, Let Us Be On Our Way. New York: Warner, 2004.
 

 




 

Deacon Theodore Lange is a transitional deacon for the Archdiocese of Portland, Oregon.  He studies at the Pontifical North American College in Rome and was ordained a Deacon on Oct. 4, 2007.  He will be ordained a Priest in 2009.


 

 

 

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