SUFFERING:
A MYSTERY OF LOVE AND FECUNDITY IN THE LIVES OF THE SAINTS
Mother Adela, SCTJM
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“In my
flesh,” says the apostle Paul in his letter to the Colossians, “I am
filling up what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ on behalf of his
body, which is the church” (1:24). With these words, it seems that St.
Paul wanted to reveal a powerful mystery, a treasure of great value that
he had found: the meaning and the salvific value of suffering. Even
though this was a personal discovery, St. Paul invites us today to
discover this hidden treasure. To discover this mystery is to open
ourselves to a potency of grace, love, fecundity and unimaginable
participation in God’s redemptive designs for man and the world.
The
Holy Father tells us in his Apostolic Letter Salvificis Doloris (SD)
that “suffering seems to be, and is, almost inseparable from man's
earthly existence” (no.3). Suffering is a mystery, a reality
inherent in the human condition. It is present in diverse moments of
life; it is realized in different ways; it assumes diverse dimensions;
nonetheless, in one way or another, it accompanies the life of the human
person here on earth in his double dimension – corporal and spiritual.
The
Pope has reminded us in this letter that the redemption realized by
Christ, at the cost of His passion and death on the Cross, is a
decisive and determining event in the history of humanity, not only
because it fulfills the divine design of justice and mercy by assuming
our sins and paying for them, thus making salvation available for us,
but also because the suffering of the God-made-man reveals to man the
new meaning of suffering. This is a meaning the human heart has
sought to understand incessantly because it has been present to him
throughout all history and in all geographic areas, and it finds its
most eloquent expression only in the Cross. God is love, and for this
reason the Cross is a sign and mysterious manifestation of His love.
SUFFERING IS A MYSTERY
What a
mystery is suffering, what power is found hidden within the Cross! It
is a mystery that is accessible only to those who open their hearts to
contemplate the power and the strength of the love manifested in
suffering. As St. Paul tells us, “For Jews demand signs and
Greeks look for wisdom, but we proclaim Christ crucified, a stumbling
block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those who are called,
Jews and Greeks alike, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God”
(1 Cor 1:22-24).
What a
mystery! For some the Cross is a scandal, a stumbling block, and for
others it is foolish and ridiculous; for many it is weakness, and for
others an evil that must be avoided at all times; for some it is a fall
and for others an elevation, thereby fulfilling the prophecy of Simeon
at the Presentation of the Child Jesus in the Temple: “This child is
destined for the fall and rise of many in Israel, and to be a sign that
will be contradicted” (Lk 2:34).
For the simple of heart, for those who raise their hearts beyond their
own expectations and earthly desires, for those who allow the Holy
Spirit to illuminate their limited understanding with the light of
spiritual intelligence, the Cross – suffering – is the
strength of God, the
wisdom of God, and the powerful manifestation of the potency of love; it
is love to the extreme.
The announcement of suffering that Simeon prophesized would be a source
of fall for some and rise for others. For the Blessed Virgin Mary, who
understood that the saving mission of Her Son would take place in the
context of suffering and opposition, this announcement was an
opportunity of elevation, to give another “fiat” through which she
embraced the destiny of Her Son in full communion with Him – “and you
yourself a sword will pierce” (Lk 2:35). This is the mystery that
our Mother understood, and in imitation and communion with Her Heart,
many saints have also understood the same – love, if it is to be true,
must always be willing to suffer for the beloved. Saint Clare of
Assisi, as a fruit of her life experience, used to say,
“Love that is not willing to suffer is not worthy of that name.”
Therefore, it is love that is the richest fountain from which to
understand the meaning of suffering – something that is and will always
be a mystery. In order to discover this mystery, in the measure that it
is possible, we need to contemplate the Cross of Christ – the saving
love of Christ, who gave Himself for us, to the extreme, suffering to
bring us life: “By his wounds we have been healed” (cf. 1 Pt 2:24).
“The Cross of Christ – the passion – sheds a whole new light upon
this mystery, giving another meaning to human suffering in general”
(cf. John Paul II, General Audience, Nov. 9, 1988). In order to
understand the deepest meaning of suffering, we must do it from the
Cross of Christ, understanding it in the language of oblative love, of
saving love. From the Cross we contemplate Heaven better.
“For God so loved the world, that He sent His only Son,
so that all those who believe in Him may not perish but have eternal
life” (Jn 3:16). With these words of
Christ, we can recognize that the saving action of God is found in
freedom from evil. This is not only freedom from temporal evil, but
above all else, it is freedom from definitive evil and suffering – or in
other words, the loss of eternal life, of eternal happiness. The
Redeemer conquers evil with good. He overcomes sin by His obedience
to death and death on a cross. He overcomes death by resurrecting, by
returning to life. He conquers evil by loving unto the extreme
and giving His life for humanity on the Cross. He conquers by suffering
for love…“No one has greater love than this,
to lay down one's life for one's friends” (Jn 15:13).
There
is no greater love than to give one’s life. Suffering by the power of
the Cross of Christ has become a revelation of divine love, of a love
that is salvific. As the prophet Isaiah tells us, “There was in
him no stately bearing to make us look at him…He was…a man of suffering,
accustomed to infirmity…Yet it was our infirmities that he bore, our
sufferings that he endured…But he was pierced for our offenses, crushed
for our sins, Upon him was the chastisement that makes us whole, by his
stripes we were healed” (Is 53:2-5). This prophet describes the
following: the sufferings of the Messiah have revealed to us the breadth
and the height of divine love that always saves, always frees and always
redeems. It is a love that gives itself to the extreme, “stopping at
nothing” (words of the Sacred Heart to St. Margaret). It is a love that
conquers evil doing good, even if that means the cross.
This is
why Blessed Mother Teresa told us to “love until it hurts; for if
it hurts, it is a good sign” (cf. Speech at National Prayer
Breakfast, Washington DC, February 3, 1994). Love that is capable of
suffering is authentic and powerfully fruitful. How few come to
understand this mystery! This is why I unite myself with the words of
Christ when He said, “I give you praise, Father, Lord of heaven
and earth, for although you have hidden these things from the wise and
the learned you have revealed them to the childlike” (Lk
10:21). It is thanks to these simple and pure hearts that we can come
to understand the redemptive strength of love that is capable of
embracing generously, freely, and voluntarily the greatest sufferings
for the good of many – as our Lord did. “This is my Body…this is my
blood of the covenant, which will be shed on behalf of many” (Mt.
26:26,28).
What
mystery of love can be discovered in suffering! True love is the love
that is wiling to give one’s life, to suffer for the beloved, to die so
that others may have life.
LOVE
THAT IS EMBRACED FOR LOVE AND IN LOVE, IS POWERFULLY FECUND
“The witnesses of the Cross and Resurrection of Christ
have handed on to the Church and to mankind a specific Gospel of
suffering. The Redeemer himself wrote this Gospel, above all by
his own suffering accepted in love, so that man ‘should not perish but
have eternal life.’ This suffering, together with the living word of
his teaching, became a rich source of life for all those
who shared in Jesus' sufferings among the first generation of his
disciples and confessors and among those who have come after them down
the centuries” (SD, 25, emphases
added).
Only suffering that is embraced and offered for love and in love is
fruitful. There is an intrinsic relationship between death and life,
between suffering and fruitfulness. In the Gospel of St. John Jesus
tells us, “Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it
remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit”
(12:24). In the Encyclical Evangelium Vitae, the Holy Father
tells us that “the Gospel of life is brought to fulfillment on the
tree of the Cross” (no.49). Suffering is, therefore, a mystery of
love and life that becomes an invitation on behalf of Christ to follow
and collaborate with Him in the salvation of the world and in the final
triumph of the forces of good over the forces of evil. Only love
creates, and only love is fruitful; the sterility of a soul is due to
its selfishness because for us to give life, a generous offering of self
is necessary. It is necessary to allow oneself to be pierced so that
others may have life. We must expand the heart, open it, and allow
it to remain open as Christ did – Christ who allowed His Heart to be
pierced and has left it eternally open so that many may come to dwell
there. Love that is willing to suffer is fruitful. “Enlarge the
space for your tent…For you shall spread abroad to the right and to the
left; Your descendants shall dispossess the nations and shall people the
desolate cities” (Is 54:2-3). Love that is
capable of allowing itself to be pierced is the one that gives life.
It is in this dimension of fruitful love, in which suffering is lived in
communion with Christ and offered for the good of humanity, that it
becomes a fountain of life. It is suffering that is embraced and
assumed with love that is capable of giving life. For this reason,
the gospel of suffering is fully united to the
gospel of life, and these two gospels flow from the gospel of love.
There
is a mysterious spiritual fruitfulness in suffering that is embraced and
offered for love. This is precisely the grand testimony of the saints
who have been able to discover this vast and hidden treasure. Some of
them have been called to great heights of oblative self-offering and are
thus called “victim souls."
VICTIM SOULS: SUFFERING AS A VOCATION
“The
Gospel of suffering, through the experience and words of the Apostles,
becomes an inexhaustible source for the ever new generations that
succeed one another in the history of the Church. The Gospel of
suffering signifies not only the presence of suffering in the Gospel, as
one of the themes of the Good News, but also the revelation of the
salvific power and salvific significance of suffering in Christ's
messianic mission and, subsequently, in the mission and vocation of the
Church” (SD, 25).
The
gospel of suffering is an essential part of the Good News proclaimed by
Christ; in other words, suffering has been included within the Good News
of the Kingdom of Heaven. It has a powerful value, even though this
value is hidden and must be discovered. “The message of the cross is
foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it
is the power of God” (1 Cor 1:18). What is power? It is the
capacity and force to move something or someone that has weight or
resistance. This is the power of the Cross. At the conclusion of his
Apostolic letter, the Holy Father states, “And we ask all you who
suffer to support us. We ask precisely you who are weak to become a
source of strength for the Church and humanity. In the terrible
battle between the forces of good and evil, revealed to our eyes by our
modern world, may your suffering in union with the Cross of Christ be
victorious!” (SD, 31).
Many
men and women in the history of the Church have been called to embrace
this ‘power’ of the gospel of suffering in elevated forms of oblation
and offering. Called victim souls, they cooperated in a particular way
in the redemptive work of Christ in each generation. The Cross was
reproduced in their lives, forming them into victims of love. They
embraced the cross for love of Christ, in full communion with Him and in
imitation of the Master, offering themselves with Him, in Him and like
Him, for the salvation of humanity and for the good of all of the
Church.
Yes,
for these souls suffering was not only an inevitable experience in human
and earthly life, but for them suffering was a vocation, a call of
God, a mission. As the Blessed Virgin Mary would tell Saint Bernadette,
“I do not promise happiness in this world, but in the next.”
As well, the Virgin Mary invited the children of Fatima with this
question: “Do you want to offer yourselves to God to bear all the
sufferings He will send to you in reparation for the sins by which He is
offended and in supplication for the conversion of sinners?” “Yes,”
they answered, “we want to.” She replied, “You will have much to
suffer, but the grace of God will strengthen you.”
These
saints have incarnated, in a particular way, what was prophesized by
Isaiah: “man of suffering, accustomed to infirmity” (53:3). And
even though we are all called to this heroic dimension of love, some are
called to great and lofty degrees of oblative love. Saint Padre Pio,
the first priest in the history of the Church who bore the stigmata,
knew about pains of body and soul. He said, “Know well that, if God
finds pleasure in a soul, He will lead it to greater trials. For this
reason, courage! And go forth always, without stopping, on the way of
the Cross.” The Angel of Fatima exhorted the small children
saying, “Accept and embrace with submission the sufferings that God will
send you so that you can fulfill the designs of mercy that the Hearts of
Jesus and Mary have over you.”
Victim
souls are called by vocation to a complete donation of self to God, so
as to live completely as an offering of reparation and expiation and as
a complete immolation to God for the good, protection, and conversion of
humanity and the Church. They dispose themselves to live and embrace
fully the will of God in order to be efficacious channels of His grace
and mercy in their historic moments and in Heaven after they die. They
allow themselves to be consumed by God and in God and in the fruitful
power of the Cross for the good of souls. As it was said of Anne
Catherine Emmerick, “She lived in perfect communion with the
mystery of the life, passion and death of Jesus. Her stigmata are a
clear testimony to her existential union with Jesus. Her willingness to
suffer had no other foundation but her love of the Cross and her
preoccupation for others” (cf. Cardinal Jose Saraiva Martins,
July 2003, speaking about the confirmation of her miracle for
beautification).
These
souls not only resign themselves to suffering, but they actively embrace
it and receive it without any resistance. They permit the purifying and
sanctifying action of God, allowing Him to act even in the deepest
recess of their souls so as to eliminate all imperfection that might be
an obstacle to perfect conformity with the divine will. They abandon
all completely in God: their intelligence, will, feelings, and actions.
They become an offering, a living sacrifice. “Offer your bodies
as living hosts, holy and pleasing to God” (cf. Rom 12:1). This
call is not due to human initiative; they themselves do not seek it; it
is a direct petition of God, and it requires a mature spirituality and a
very deep life of communion with God in order to live it with holiness,
heroic virtue, discipline, and the sacrifices the vocation entails.
They are souls purified in fire, molded by the cross, transfigured in
divine love, exceptionally docile to the power of the Holy Spirit, with
a defined mission for which they are to give their lives. They are
souls who, like Christ, give their lives with the characteristics of
authentic love: willing and free. “I lay down my life…No
one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own” (Jn 10:17-18).
“While the first great chapter of the Gospel of suffering
is written down, as the generations pass, by those who suffer
persecutions for Christ's sake, simultaneously another great chapter of
this Gospel unfolds through the course of history. This chapter is
written by all those who suffer together with
Christ, uniting their human sufferings to his salvific suffering”
(SD, 26).
It is a
gift of God’s mercy to humanity to call men and women to this offering
of victimhood. The history of the Church in the last century has been
enriched with many and great chapters of oblative love, written by
saints who have offered to suffer and to be channels of grace for a
world so in need of divine mercy: Saint Therese, Saint Gemma, Saint
Padre Pio, Saint Faustina, Saint Maximilian Kolbe, Saint Teresa Newman,
Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerick, Servant of God Marta Robin, Blessed
Alejandrina, Venerable Conchita Armida, Blessed Jacinta and Francisco,
and so many others who are still hidden or in the process of being
recognized.
Another
example is the young boy, Luke John Hooker, who died in 1996 at the age
of 5 in Pennsylvania. When he was still very young, he was diagnosed
with cancer, which caused him to come to know suffering. The Holy
Spirit taught him about the mystery of suffering; at just four years of
age, he was capable of telling his mother to not ask for pain killers
because he “had to suffer for sinners.” He contemplated constantly the
Crucifix; on his stomach there remained a scar in the form of a cross
due to an operation he underwent, and he would always paint crosses
similar to the one he had. On one particular day, he drew a cross for a
religious nun who was visiting him, gave it to her, and said, “You must
share it with her other sisters. This is the secret, Sister, to become
a saint.” To his father he said that the saints are those who love God
very much and do not care about how much they have to suffer for Him.
On the day he died, while Mass was being celebrated in his room, he
remained with his eyes fixed on the cross and told his mother, “You see
the Cross? It has wings to take me to Heaven.”
SAINT MARIA FAUSTINA
Let us
dispose ourselves today to read, even if it is briefly, the chapter that
St. Faustina wrote in the history of heroic offerings for the good of
all humanity and the Church.
Victim Soul of the Merciful Love of the Heart of Christ
“Oh
Jesus, each one of your saints reflects in themselves one of your
virtues; I desire to reflect your compassionate Heart full of mercy…
Let Your mercy, O Jesus, be impressed upon my heart and soul like a
seal, and this will be my badge in this and the future life” (Diary,
1242).
During
her third year as a novice, Saint Faustina received a revelation of what
it would mean to be a victim soul. She wrote in her diary, “Suffering
is a great grace; through suffering the soul becomes like the Savior; in
suffering love becomes crystallized; the greater the suffering, the
purer the love” (Diary, 57).
With
these words, Jesus prepared Saint Faustina for the vocation within the
religious vocation to which she would be called: a victim, a living
host…“ My daughter, I want to instruct you on how you are
to rescue souls through sacrifice and prayer…I want to see you as a
sacrifice of living love, which only then carries weight before Me. You
must be annihilated, destroyed, living as if you were dead in the most
secret depths of your being…then will I find in you a pleasing
sacrifice, a holocaust…And great will be your power for whomever you
intercede” (Diary, 1767). Then He revealed her call to her:
“During the Mass I saw the Lord Jesus nailed on the cross in the midst
of great sufferings. A silent cry came from His Heart, and then a
moment later He said, “I thirst. I thirst for salvation of souls.
Help Me, My daughter, to save souls. Join your sufferings to My Passion
and offer them to the heavenly Father for sinners” (Diary, 1032).
Saint
Faustina offered herself as a victim for sinners, and for this reason
she suffered many diverse pains. “I have need of your sufferings to
rescue souls” (Diary, 1612). During a particular moment of
adoration, God revealed to Saint Faustina all she would have to suffer:
loneliness, poverty, false accusations, the loss of her good name,
abandonment, rejection, and many physical sufferings, including the
invisible stigmata. When the vision was over, she was filled with sweat
on her brow. Aware that this whole mystery depended on her free
acceptance, she freely consented to the sacrifice with the full use of
her faculties. Later she wrote in her diary, “Suddenly, when I had
consented to the sacrifice with all my heart and all my will, God’s
presence pervaded me…It seemed to me that I would die of love [at
the sight of] His glance” (Diary, 137).
During
the Lent of 1933, she experienced in her heart and body the Passion of
the Lord, receiving the invisible stigmata. She narrated: “On a
certain day, during prayer, I saw a great brilliance and, issuing from
the brilliance, rays which completely enveloped me. Then suddenly, I
felt a terrible pain in my hands, my feet and my side and the thorns of
the crown of thorns…but this was only for a brief moment”
(Diary, 759).
Sometime later, St. Faustina became ill with tuberculosis. She
experienced once again the sufferings of the Lord’s Passion, which
repeated itself every Friday and sometimes when she found a soul that
was not in the state of grace. These suffering were usually of short
duration, but they were so painful that she would not have been able to
support them without a special grace of God.
The
Diary of St. Faustina is an extensive lesson on suffering and its
salvific value. Through the diary we are able to discover her life of
offering that was lived in a natural and serene manner. She fulfilled
faithfully all of her duties in the convent without calling attention to
herself or manifesting anything extraordinary in the apparent monotony
of her daily life. This hidden life is characteristic of victim souls.
United to the Eucharistic sacrifice, they live a generous, hidden
life of heroic charity. They are victims of love, of charity that
knows no limits, and even of a love greater than death, which is why
their offerings also reaches the souls in purgatory. Let us find in
this Diary some examples of her victimhood for souls.
For Poland, detaining the punishments on her country
“My
beloved native land, Poland, if you only knew how many sacrifices and
prayers I offer to God for you!” (Diary, 1038).
“One
day Jesus told me that He would cause a chastisement to fall upon the
most beautiful city in our country [probably Warsaw]. This chastisement
would be that with which God had punished Sodom and Gomorrah. I saw the
great wrath of God and a shudder pierced my heart. I prayed in
silence. After a moment, Jesus said to me, My child, unite yourself
closely to Me during the Sacrifice and offer My Blood and My Wounds to
My Father in expiation for the sins of that city. Repeat this without
interruption throughout the entire Holy Mass.
Do this for seven days. On the seventh day I saw Jesus in a bright
cloud and began to beg Him to look upon the city and upon our whole
country. Jesus looked [down] graciously. When I saw the kindness of
Jesus, I began to beg His blessing. Immediately Jesus said, For
your sake I bless the entire country” (Diary, 39).
For Russia
“I have
offered this day for Russia. I have offered all my sufferings and
prayers for that poor country. After Holy Communion, Jesus said to me,
I cannot suffer that country any longer. Do not tie my hands, My
daughter. I understood that if it had not been for the prayers of
souls that are pleasing to God, that whole nation would have already
been reduced to nothingness. Oh, how I suffer for that nation which has
banished God from its borders!” (Diary, 818).
For Priests
“I have
offered this day for priests. I have suffered more today than ever
before, both interiorly and exteriorly. I did not know it was possible
to suffer so much in one day. I tried to make a Holy Hour, in the
course of which my spirit had a taste of the bitterness of the Garden of
Gethsemane” (Diary, 823).
In Expiation for the sins of the world
“The
last two days of carnival. My physical sufferings have intensified. I
am uniting myself more closely with the suffering Savior, asking Him for
mercy for the whole world, which is running riot in its wickedness.
Throughout the day I felt the pain of the crown of thorns. When I lay
down, I could not rest my head on the pillow” (Diary, 1619).
“I
unite my sufferings, my bitterness and my last agony itself to Your
Sacred Passion; and I offer myself for the whole world to implore an
abundance of God’s mercy for souls, and in particular for the souls who
are in our homes” (Diary, 1574).
The Stigmata:
For those who are not in grace
“I
suffer great pain in my hands, feet and side, the places where Jesus’
body was pierced. I experience these pains particularly when I meet
with a soul who is not in the state of grace” (Diary, 705).
For dying souls
“Today
I felt the Lord’s Passion in my body more than at any other time. I
felt this was for the sake of a dying soul” (Diary, 1724).
For the conversion of sinners
“Today
I felt the Passion of Jesus in my whole body, and the Lord gave me
knowledge of the conversion of certain souls” (Diary, 1627).
“A
certain person came to the door today…During the conversation which I
had with her, the Passion of Jesus was renewed in me…For three days I
suffered much on her account” (Diary, 1305).
She was awakened to pray and suffer for the dying
“During
the night, I was suddenly awakened and knew that some soul was asking me
for prayer, and that it was in much need of prayer. Briefly, but with
all my soul, I asked the Lord for grace for her…The following afternoon,
when I entered the ward, I saw someone dying, and learned that the agony
had started during the night…at the time when I had been asked for
prayer. And just then, I heard a voice in my soul: Say the chaplet
which I taught you…I began to say the chaplet. Suddenly the dying
person opened her eyes and looked at me…she died, with extraordinary
peace… That was the first soul to receive the benefit of the Lord’s
promise [of the chaplet]” (Diary 809-810).
“My
Guardian Angel told me to pray for a certain soul, and in the morning I
learned that it was a man whose agony had begun that very moment. The
Lord Jesus makes it known to me in a special way when someone is in need
of my prayer. I especially know when my prayer is needed by a dying
soul” (Diary, 820).
For the souls in purgatory
“One
night, a soul of a young girl came to see me and made me feel her
presence, letting me know that she needed my prayers and sacrifices. I
understood that she was in purgatory and I offered the indulgences on
the following day for her” (cf. Diary, 1723).
“One
night the soul of one of the deceased sisters came to me. The first
time I saw that she was in the state of great suffering, and then
gradually these sufferings had diminished; this time she was radiant
with happiness, and she told me she was already in heaven…She came to me
to thank me for having freed her from purgatory” (cf. Diary, 594).
“This
evening, one of the deceased sisters came and asked me for one day of
fasting and to offer all my [spiritual] exercises on that day for her”
(Diary, 1185).
For the protection of the world
“If
you did not tie My hands, I would send down many punishments upon the
earth. My daughter, your look disarms My anger…you call out to Me so
mightily that all heaven is moved. I cannot escape from your requests”
(Diary, 1722).
For the pains of abortion
“At
eight o’clock, I experienced such violent pains that I had to lay down
immediately; I have been convulsing for three hours because of these
pains and there is no medicine that can alleviate them. Jesus has made
me understand that He has allowed these sufferings in reparation to God
for the souls that are murdered in the wombs of their mothers. These
pains have happened to me three times already” (cf. Diary, 1276).
Interior agony
He
asked her to live them in loneliness. “In your physical as well as
your mental sufferings, my daughter, do not seek sympathy from
creatures. I want the fragrance of your suffering to be pure and
unadulterated. I want you to detach yourself, not only from creatures,
but also from yourself” (Diary, 279).
“I
spent the whole night with Jesus in Gethsemane. From my breast there
escaped one continuous moan. A natural dying will be much easier,
because then one is in agony and will die; while here, one is in agony,
but cannot die. O Jesus, I never thought such suffering could exist”
(Diary, 1558).
She
suffered rejection, judgments, ridicule, abandonment, incomprehension
and the temptations and revenge of the devil.
“When I
left the confessional, a multitude of thoughts oppressed my soul”
(Diary, 644). The devil would tell her, “why should you be sincere with
your confessor?” She constantly heard voices in her interior that
wanted to torment her. Satan ridiculed her and would laugh at her
compassion for souls, saying, “Look at how you suffer…and you are going
to continue suffering? What is your reward for this suffering?”
Her Reward: the Conversion of Many Sinners
“During
the rosary today, I suddenly saw a ciborium with the Blessed Sacrament.
The ciborium was uncovered and quite filled with hosts. From the
ciborium came a voice: These hosts have been received by souls
converted through your prayer and suffering” (Diary, 709).
We have
seen some examples of what a life – having embraced out of love the
vocation to suffering – can achieve for the good of humanity. This
heroic generosity can only come from the strength of the crucified love
of Christ, from Him who has given Himself for us, who has overcome evil
with the force of good. Love triumphs because love that is capable of
suffering is the only love that is fruitful. Only love is capable of
opening and stretching the heart in order to engender the life of Christ
in the world. Thank you, St. Faustina, for manifesting with your life
what was taught to us by St. Frances de Sales: “the limit of love is to
love without limits.”
Substitution
It is
love that moves the lover to take the place of the beloved in order to
save her. This is what Christ has done for us: He took our place on the
Cross and paid for our sins.
Is not
the prayer that the Angel taught the children of Fatima a call to
expiate for the sins of others? “I believe, I adore, I hope, and I love
you; and I ask forgiveness for those who do not believe, who do not
adore, who do not hope and who do not love you.”
Praying
in her convent in Cologne during a holy hour on a First Friday, Saint
Edith Stein (St. Benedicta of the Cross) came to understand the
significance of the torments that had been initiated by Hitler to the
Jewish people. She wrote, “I talked with the Savior and told Him that I
knew it was His cross that was now being placed upon the Jewish people;
that most of them did not understand this, but that those who did, would
have to take it up willingly in the name of all. I would do that. He
should only show me how” (Edith Stein: Selected Writings,
17). Edith Stein was conscious of her vocation as a Jewish convert to
Catholicism: “Many will not understand the terrible significance of
this suffering; by a special grace I have understood it and I say, ‘Here
I am, Lord.’” A few days later, she was arrested and was taken to the
concentration camp where she died as a martyr and a victim soul in the
gas chamber.
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